Mental burn out

Why do you endlessly throw out words that burns like fire ?
Wouldn’t it be better if you could admire
Those who try to love you always stronger
Are you so afraid of what seems to you stranger ?

Double binds seems your only way of behaviour
Aren’t you aware of how much you get people in danger ?
Danger of dying by suffering of guilty deeper and deeper
Escaping in your morbid world has always been for you safer

How long have I searched for a way to touch you
But whatever I do, you always get through
My heart has tried to become a stone not to be torn in two
But I can never avoid your bombshells even in view

The thing is, I’m just fed up with your meanness, that’s true
How long am I going to keep on hanging on you
I guess it won’t last long now because I’m blue
and I don’t owe you nothing, I know this too

Géraldine